FUCK!
I am so angry.
I will never get to sleep, I just want to smash stuff.
It makes me sick that I actually hurt myself because of that lying two faced cunt.
its all 'I have a new job, how have you been? What are you going to do now?' to my face and then 'hate hate bitch bitch' behind my back.
The nasty little bastard claims he loves me!
Right...since when has loving someone meant making them as miserable as you possibly can...intentionally.
Oh yes I agree, I made him miserable, but not intentionally, I worried about him constantly and cared how he was and he gets his own back by acting like his mates are betraying him by talking to him, and slagging me off and lying about me to friends.
He's a spiteful, vindictive asshole, and he doesn't deserve my sympathy or my pain and misery.
2 Comments:
You aint a bitch- you are just unhappy and confused and it makes you unable to cope with someone elses fucked up head. I'm really sad to hear that he has been lying about you to friends that is really out of order. Take his number out of your phone and block incoming messages from him. Let allan try and make you happy- after all you have been completely honest with him so you don't need to feel guilty about messing with his head. When I finished with nick I was devastated but I know what you mean- we are evil and aren't allowed to grieve for the things that WERE good about the relationship! Oh and if you ever use insulin to self halm again I'm getting on a plane and coming to kick your ass!!!! Love, xxC
I know, I know....Stupid isn't it? I'll be ok now I think...it's out of my system
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