Calm after the storm.

I am somewhat ashamed of my outbursts yesterday...maybe a little unfair? Maybe not, but I still feel that I should have been a bit more in control.
Anyway, I think it's all out of my system now, all the anger and bitterness...we'll see.
Allan, well, he looks after me and makes me feel good about myself. It's odd, I didn't expect to feel...well I'm not going to say love because thats a bit extreme right now...attracted to someone this soon after Pete. And when I did I kinda expected it to be a woman, but well, I feel safe and kinda right. He's taken me on, scars and all.