Strange feelings

I am a lot better today. I didn't cry once, which can only be a good thing, and I feel strangely cheerful. I have decided to give myself three targets per day. I will write them down on here and let you know how I get on with them.
So here are tomorrows targets:

1. I will get up before 9
2. I Will go to the gym
3. I will write a list of people I need to get christmas presents for and work out what I am going to get them (I have been putting this off for a while I hate writing christmas lists)

That is a start. I know they are only little things, but I need to start off small, "From little acorns..." and all that. Heh, I've just been reminded of a film I saw ages ago, can't remember what it was called but it was about a psychiatrist who invited one of his patients to live with him and ended up going crazy himself and trying to kill the patient because he was so infuriating. The psychiatrist had written a book called 'Baby Steps' basically saying take one small step at a time and you will eventually will get where you want to be. The theory is a sound one, even if it didn't quite work in the film. I wish I could remember the name of the film, it was a comedy. The patient was called Bob I think???