wobbly moments

I thought I was getting better. Then today I got all teary eyed because a customer was pissing me off being awkward and just generally irritating and I felt like I was back to square one. I went to the pub with Pete, and then for no apparent reason got all upset then too. After a few minutes I was ok again tho. I suppose thats better than I used to be. Before I was on the pills, I'd have been miserable all night, I actually feel quite happy now. Its like they give me the...I don't know, energy I suppose, to make an effort to stop being miserable. It was an almost conscious decision in the pub to stop being weepy and down because I could see that it was upsetting Pete, and there was no specific reason for it.
Ah well, I guess the pills can't make me happy all the time, it's just frustrating when I think I'm getting better and then it all seems to flood back all at once. I guess it's just a waiting game, it'll take time to adjust, after all I have only been on the pills for a week, this kind of thing is not going to get better overnight and I will just have to keep chipping away at it until I'm right again. One thing is ceratin tho, I do feel more hopeful and generally happier, and even tho I seem to be having an occasional lapse, the pills are helping, and that can only be a good sign!