Truth or Lies

What do you do when you love someone?
When someone you love tells you something terrible about a friend of theirs, someone you are both close to, tells you they have done something unforgivable, what do you do? Do you stand by the person you love completely? Do you take their word as gospel truth ir do you try to convince them to talk to the friend and find out what's going on?

What do you do when it all blows up and everyone goes their separate ways? Do you tell the friend exactly why his best mate isn't speaking to him any more? Do you then walk away from the whole situation and try to rebuild bridges with the man you love?

And what happens when thinngs get messy later on and the relationship with the man you loved goes sour... things are done and said that can't be mended, on both sides.

And then ohne day someone comes and tells you that they have seen the man you once loved, out and about, happily hanging around with the friend who had done this unforgivable thing.

How do you feel? Suspicious? Betrayed? Like you've been lied to?

I feel exactly like that... I feel like every word he ever spoke to me was a lie, because in my mind there is only two explainations... the man I loved lied to me about what his best friend did, for some unfathomable reason, probably to do with the fact that he was jealous of our friendship and wanted to poison me against him, or he is hanging round with his friend despite the fact that he has done this unforgivable thing.

Either way it makes him a very evil twisted man. And if his friend is innocent of the accusations levelled at him by his BEST FRIEND what lies has the man I loved told him to get him back on side? I can only guess at the lies and fabrications that make up his twisted world.

Of course I may be wrong...there may be a reasonable explaination... Knowing my ex, I am inclined to believe he lied, as thats all he ever did to me.

It makes me sad that I wasted part of my life on him.