Tigers

I like tigers.
They are stripy, and not as stupid as zebra's which are also stripy, but a bit daft. Tigers seem intelligent.

I also like rubies, because they are sparkly and beautiful like shiny drops of blood.

I was invited to a party tonight. By Leigh. Because we appear to be speaking to eachother at the moment, until the next argument, or the next time he decides to fuck off and hide. Not that I particularly want t be in communication with him, because I know he'll just fuck with my head again and we'll both end up being hurt. He just can't leave me alone.

Wasn't in a party mood tho, so I didn't go. Plus I think me, him and alcohol in the same place at the same time is a bad idea..it can only cause misery, and I didn't want to ruin Kate's birthday by fighting with Leigh.

Got a letter to say I got on my course. And spoke to my line manager yesterday, she told me my job move has been postponed until september. It seems I really can't have everything...it's given with one hand and taken away with another. Wait and see if the job actually happens in september, or if it does, whether the course ends up going tits up.

It's gonna cost me over £400, registration and course fee's. thats just for this year too...got another 3 years after that.