Oh Dear Gd

What am I doing?
So much for nt seeing Leigh. I went to see him today so we could have a proper talk about stuff. A couple of pints and a curry later, I had to use all available willpower to geton the bus and not go back to his and have sex.

Don't get me wrong, I haven't had a change of heart, I'm not falling in love with him or anything...I'm just really horny, and so is he, and the sexual tension in the air is almost visible. He is of the opinion that us getting hot and sweaty together won't make a difference to the general badness of the situation, and mght even help to ease the whole 'I'm really horny, please have sex with me aspect of things'. Fair point that usally, actually having sex does generally ease sexual tension, but having random sex when feelings are involved is never a good idea, and one or both of s will probably end up getting een moe badly hurt. Of course relationship sex with feelings is amazing, but personally I am of the opinion, at this point in my life, that dex and feelings should be kept as far away from each other as possible.

Especially when it's Leigh.

Bring on the lovely ladies...I need a fresh, juicy lesbian to.... yeah, I don't think I'm going to finish that sentence, there's been quite enough excessive information giving in this entry as it is.