Crap

I feel like it.

I ache all over, I just want to sleep, but not been getting much lately, due to the heat mainly, it's a choice of being hot and sticky, or the squeaky fan.
Not just the heat tho I don't think. Been having mad dreams when I do get to sleep... Being chased by...things, trying to hide from stuff, that kind of thing.

At first my beautiful saviour was there, every time, bringing me home. Now it's different... I am supposed to be the saviour, rescuing her, and keeping her safe, but no matter what I do, I can't save her. She dies every night in my dreams, in some way or other.

Probably says a lot about my subconscious r psyche or whatever.

Probably not the best idea watching stupid films before I go to bed...Last night was Black Sheep... it's worth a laugh if your twisted like me... Mutant killer sheep is always good fun. Went to see Dark Knight again tonight. It is a truly fantastic film, and Heath Ledger as the Joker is terrifyingly creepy, and comically genius. But again, if I want to sleep without creepy dreams, probably not the best hoice of film.

I may have to find an episode of smething non violent and fluffy to watch before I go to sleep.