The pointlessness of existance

I had an extremely bad day today...to the point of emailing Pete and telling him basically that he'd ruined my life. Probably not the best plan in the world.
I feel a lot better now with a little help from a friend. I went for a drive with Kirsty from work who happened to be passing as I sat shivering at the bus stop and stopped to see if I was ok. We talked a lot, she's having problems with her ex at the moment, and I'm really not coping well with the whole me and Pete situation so we chatted and managed to cheer eachother up a bit.
I had decided not to go out on saturday because of how I was feeling. But not I think I will...I need the fun.