Old Friends

Chris was back for a few days from Southampton, so we went to the pub together tonight. It was really really good to see her again, I think it was christmas last time we met up, and that was weird cos there were so many people there. we didn't really have a good chance to talk properly. So we talked a lot tonight, about men, Andy and Pete, and Pete Ikin, and depression and how it affects us, and work and new jobs and all sorts of stuff. It was good to talk. It made me realise how much I miss her being around tho. She's my best mate and I don't see her nearly enough...I need to be less lazy and go visit her sometimes.
I'm still a bit down. Pete hasn't helped, but I guess I should be used to that by now. Is like we're on a depression cycle that coincides, we''l both be fine for a week or so, then together we'll suddenly get depressed, I'll just be a bit down and he'll either get paranoid or recriminatory and we'll bring eachother down even more. It sucks. We'll sort it out or we won't.