Confusing

Last night I meant everything that I wrote on here. This morning, after Pete had tried to ring me last night, and texted me this morning, I felt angry and used, and that he'd been playing mind games with me, tonight I'm back to confused and depressed. He changed his mind, but now I don't know what he wants...well I know what he really wants, but I'm unable to give it to him at the moment the way I feel, and I don't know if it's just the depression, or if I've just drifted too far away to get back.