What do people really expect?

So, text messages.
I'm guessing Pete has changed his number again, cos I don't normally get random abusive texts off people I don't know.
What does he think he will gain by doing it? All it's doing it making me more and more pissed off and furious at him. I'm losing any respect I had for him.
I think it's a case of 'I'm drunk...I know I'll text Kate and try and upset her again' Well, it stopped working a long time ago.
I dunno...I still care about him, but I lost the ability to love him a while ago. I know he's hurting...but...it's been nearly four months...surely there should be some kind of healing process going on by now?
Ahh I'm not going to go on about this anymore, it only gets me angry and upset...so yeah I guess the manipulative child IS still getting a reaction out of me.
I'm missing my Nain...this time of year is bad...today two years ago my Nain had a heart attack. Tomorrow is the second anniversary of her death. I'm going to go up to Landican Cemetary in the morning with a plant for her...maybe stay for a while and have a talk. I do that sometimes you know, it makes me feel like she's still there in some weird sort of way.
I wrote her a poem..maybe I'll read her that, I think she'd like it.
I found out from reading my best mate's blog today that she is back home...I'd like to meet up hun if you're reading this...maybe buy you a belated birthday meal or something? I have tried ringing a few times this evening but couldn't get an answer...I don;t know if your mobile number's changed? Drop me an email if you read this hun...I'd like to catch up!