Hatred

It's amazing how quickly love can turn into all consuming hatred for someone. And how quickly you can change your opinion about people.
And yes, I am talking about Pete.
He is the most infuriating, selfish, pig headed, ignorant, malicious, vindictive, unforgiving, hateful, violent, nasty shit I have ever had the misfortune to know, let alone love.
He treated me like shit for three years..everything I did, I did to try and make him happy, everything I said was to try and keep him from getting hurt, however it turned out or however misguided it was it was all for him...and he couldn't wait to sleep with the first slapper he came across...EVERY TIME we split up. He broke my heart four or five times...so many that I have lost count and I forgave him every single time, and took him back even tho he made me feel like shit, like I was always the one to blame for everything that was wrong in out relationship. He didn't love me. He loved an image of me that he wanted to turn me into, and in the end I couldn't be that person and it made me unhappy. He made me love him, and he made me fall out of love with him. And at the end of it all when I broke up with him, he hated me, he made me feel so bad about myself for breaking his heart that I wanted to kill myself...and I am the SELFISH BITCH?
And now, when I have found love with one of his friends, all he wants to do is to destroy us. He wants to hurt us and kick shit out of Gary...even if it costs him a criminal record, and his job. These are not the actions of a rational, sane human being..these are the actions of a fucked up, insane individual with no concept of the meaning of love and forgiveness. I'm not saying he's not hurting...I know he is, but most sane people would accept it and move on.

Well I don't care...I am past the point of caring about Pete anymore, I am past the point of feeling anything for him except contempt and yes...hatred. He overstepped the mark when he told a friend of mine he was going to kill himself...purely because he thought this friend would call me and tell me this and that it would upset me and hurt me.
Well that one backfired didn't it Pete? You think you can manipulate me like that? You're wrong because I know you, I know how your mind works, and the devious, vicious little tricks you play.
I won't let you ruin our lives, but I swear to God, you can come after us, you can attck me, you can attack Gary, and I WILL call the police, and I WILL press for the highest charges they can lay on you, and I WILL make sure you lose your job and you ruin your life...because in the end it is you that will ruin it...not us...you could go the way of violence and end up with nothing, or you could leave it and walk away...your life, your choice.