Star Wars

So I feel a bit better today, but that's probably because I'm a bit drunk. Alcohol makes everything seem better.
Had a brief text conversation with Pete this evening. About nothing in particular, if we can keep that up then we might be able to salvage a friendship if nothing else out of the crap that is our lives at the moment :::sigh:::
Went to see Star Wars revenge of the sith. It's really depressing, but I guess it was never gonna be a cheerful film. Was good tho, Yoda Kicks ass. I guess I just wasn't in the right frame of mind to appreciate it fully. The fact that I was meant to go see it with Pete the first weekend it came out, and never did...well you know, thoughts like that don't help.
I haven't cried much, if I start I don't think I'll be able to stop, I'm just trying to get on with stuff, and keep busy, which means reading a lot and trying not to think and working a lot too...hence going to the pictures. Thought too much on the bus home tho. I hate thinking.
Damn, have to go, can no longer see the screen...
Not been tempted to do bad stuff today tho, and the destructive tendencies are fading so...I dunno. I miss him.