Working things out...

Pete has forgiven me for being a pain in the arse. I hope it's the right choice for him, but I'm really glad that he made that choice and not turned the other way and decided I was too much hassle. Because I am, I know I am.
I need to make a concious effort now to talk to him and be honest about what I'm feeling and not to keep stuff from him because I think it's going to hurt him. He's a big boy, he can take most of the stuff I can throw at him. He loves me :-) that makes me smile.