Tears

Crying in the rain
Tears from the mind
Melted drops of memory
Of times long left behind

Broken dreams and twisted thoughts
Mingled with the storm
Places locked inside my head
Trying to find their home

Pointless paths, Confusing signs
Decisions wrongly made
Leave me feeling lost inside,
Make me feel afraid.

I'm a shell of who I used to be,
A shadow, wraith, a ghost
Picking up the pieces
Of a mind thats almost lost.



I'm not great today. Feeling kinda down about stuff, the direction my non life seems to be going in. I'm fed up of living with my parents, fed up of having no money despite living with my parents, fed up of working shit hours for shit money, fed up of feeling like an outsider no matter where I go or what I do. The only good thing about me at the moment is Pete. Love is saving me.