God

I can't feel him anymore.
It's gonna sound weird to you non-believers, but I used to be able to feel him. 'd pray, and I'd feel safe, or warm, or just loved and at peace.
But now I don't feel anything.
I still believe, I know he's there somewhere, I just don't know why he's not listening, or if he is, why he's not helping. And I don't mean helping in a 'wave a hand and all will be well' kind of way... I am working my way through my own problems... I mean helping in a listening and reassuring kind of way. The world is a cold and lonely place.