Texting

I had a text conversation with pete tonight.
It's made me feel, I dunno, sad.
I hate the way things turn out sometimes.
I hate the way life or fate or whatever you want to call it, makes things so cruel.
I suppose if I believed in God or something then things like this would be easier. I imagine that having faith in something would be a great comfort in times of stress and bereivement and misery. I haven't got that luxury, that comfort, I could never bring myself to be able to believe in something like God. I just can't understand it. I respect anyone who does have that belief, I admire their strength and mentality, I would never belittle anyone for their beliefs, I just can't understand it.