apologies

Well, after venting my spleen in that vitriolic tirade yesterday, I went upstairs to bed to find pete had texted me.
"Why do you treat me like shit, then when you have pushed me to far you act like you care again"

I snapped once more and sent him back a vicious text, detailing all that I did for him, and how I felt, and asking if I didn't care why would I do all that for him, asking him if I was treating him like shit, how was he treating me by ignoring me for a week. Then I sent another saying I was tired of always being blamed for the problems in ou relationship, and tiredof always having to apologise for being me.

I guess I must have scared him a bit. He apologised, this morning and said he'd like to talk later if I wanted.
I rang him after the meeting with the boss, and he was all sweet and contrite, so I went round there.
All the way there, I was wondering what I would say to him, I wondered if it would be best to finish the elationship and save myself more heartache, but when I got there, well, I saw him and all this love kinda bloomed up in my head, and I realised I couldn't. So I gave him a kiss and forgave him for being a grumpy bugger coshe had been unwell, and got a bit depressed, and now everything is ok again. I am happy again. I do love him ever so much.