Party

Well, I invited some of my friends to a get together last night. Those that were around, my best friend, Chris, is in Southampton, Clare is somewhere in Yorkshire and Beth is down in London, so I ivited some of my other friends. Pete I didn't expect to come (note boyfriend Pete, this guy I went to school and college with) because I haven't seen him for ages and I kinda lost touch, I don't even know if I have the right number for him anymore. Tom was busy, so it's fair enough that he didn't turn up. Charlie didn't reply to my text messages until this afternoon, he was in wales apparently. So only my mate Phil turned up. We had fun, me Phil and my fella watching silly videos, eating pringles and pizza and talking about random stuff. It makes me sad when I think of how few friends I've got, and those I do have I've neglected. When I started seeing Pete I was so wrapped up in him that I stopped seeing my friends. I realised that a while ago when me and Pete split up for a while. I was completely on my own, I didn't have pete, and I couldn't bring myself to get in touch with my friends because I hadn't been bothered to when I didn't need them, if you know what I mean. When Pete and I got back together, I tried to sort it out, tried to keep in touch a bit better. I'm not very good at it. The only way I'm keeping in touch with Chris at the moment is through my blog and her blog. And I realised something the other day...I really miss her.

And me and Pete had a falling out before. We were both being childish and irritating, but I think it was mainly my fault. It was still stupid and petty though, it usually is with us.