Hair Dye

  I dyed my hair.  Its now a kind of gingery blonde.  I quite like it, but it hasn't made me feel any better.  Pete hasn't spoken to me for 2 days now.  I wish I wasn't so damned useless at relationships.  Same as everything else I suppose.
  I went out with the girls I used to work with last night.  I had planned to stay in with a bottle of gin and some tonic, but instead I went out and got drunk, smoked my way through a whole packet of cigarettes and danced a bit.  Bang goes the giving up.