unhappy face

:::sigh::: I'm not happy and I don't know why. I'm trying my bestest to look on the bright side of things and think positively, but at the moment it's just not working. I haven't stopped taking my herbal happy pills or anything, so it's not that...makes me wonder what I'd be like if I wasn't taking them...doesn't bear thinking about. I think most of it is the stress with work...it's been so busy what with the Kwik Save down the road closing, and the customers are extra moany because the co op is extortionatley expensive, and now, well, I could be out of a job fairly soon, and if I don't find a new one fairly quickly I'll be unemployed and then I won't be able to survive.

Shut Up Kate, you're depressing yourself.

I've been having mad dreams lately. One of last night's was one I've had before, about a really old fashioned school, and me being late for a class with a really nasty teacher, and for some reason I always get lost and end up being later than ever, the other I don't want to talk about, it wasn't very nice.
Ah well, it's my day off tomorrow, I really need a week off, but I suppose I'll have to make do with one day :-(

Things to be grateful for...
1. Having an idea for a story that actually makes me enthusiastic!
2. he fact that the dog isn't barking out of the window at the cats in the garden
3. Cheese, not cheesy rock this time, just cheese.