A new new Journal
Well, here I am again, trying a different site for my online journal. I found that LiveJournal wasn't all that good really, and AOL is still not working. Mart suggested blogger.com, so here I am, and I have to say that it seems a lot easier and better to use than livejournal.
Today I have had a wonderful relaxing and peaceful day, the last day of my hols. I spent it wandering aimlessly around bits of the Wirral with Pete, my fella. It is going to be one of those times that sticks in my head forever. Sitting on the sandstone formations at Thurstaston with Pete, with the sun warming my face, and the wind blowing my hair, just watching the trees waving in the breeze and the clouds scudding across the incredibly blue sky, I felt so happy and peaceful I didn't want to move on. But we did, I had to go home eventually. Now I am home, and I realise that I should have taken some sun cream with me, because I'm decidedly sunburned, and the cardigan I'm wearing because of the chill, is irritating it slightly. I looked in the mirror about ten minutes ago and my nose is all pink, and my top has left me with stripes on my shoulders and a big pink V on my chest. There's even a little white spot where my pendant was lying. :::sigh::: Looks like I'll have to get out the aftersun. I realised while I was out that I forgot to take my happy pill again this morning. When I mentioned it to Pete he said: 'How do you feel?' I guess I didn't need it today, The first day that I've been properly happy without the pills for a long time. I hope this is a turn of the corner and things will continue to get better. Even if it isn't, I have today to look back on and think 'this is how I can be if I give myself time and encouragement.' Its something to strive for at least.
Three things to be grateful for today:
1. The feel of the wind in my hair.
2. Cute friendly dogs.
3. Fantastic all day breakfasts
and one more for good measure...
4. Knowing I'm loved and that I love in return
2 Comments:
told u i would teach u to do it.. even if it killed me ;-) and here i am alive.. and kicking..
Go kate Go!!! I can see that they are working. Hugs from Hugs
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